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Full Circle

Monday, January 02, 2006

It's been a long year.

A year is a year, 356 days. But it is a year that can last a life time.

I've wrapped up and reconciled with the past, a past which I used to remember as hurt and pain, now becomes a propeller that drives me forward.

Everything happens for a reason.

And for whatever reasons it happened, you justify them to yourself. It is just like a coin with two sides, you see which ever side you wanna see it, and just like a glass half empty or half full. And by doing that, you'll see a fuller picture of your past and in retrospect, give it its due respect and it becomes an experience that enriches you rather than an excuse for your failings in the future.

Explaining it point-blank, I'm saying you can't stay forever in depression or cynicism or isolation because of a past and allow it to continue to affect your present and future.

I used to be traveling in a mist, for a search which I don't know what I'm searching for and went on a detour. Now, I'm now on a journey which promises nothing more than hardwork, hardwork and more hardwork, but I'm enjoying the sight of it.

Perhaps it's a closure of a past that gave me renewed strength and pumps me with adrenaline from the anticipation that resulted in this optimism... but whatever it is, I just love the way things are going, and it promises more delightful things along the way.

Things have come to a full circle.

To a new year and to all my dear family, friends and 'sons and daughters'...

Cheers!

ps: I managed to get a close friend drunk on new year's eve... she fulfilled her new year's resolution on new year's eve, how kiasu can Singaporean get...

pps: man... am I philosophical or am I philosophical...




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