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Voiceless

Friday, May 20, 2005

a mouth
a tool
to speak

but without a voice
a voiceless mouth
merely
regurgitates
words that were once spoken

a voice
that speaks of what others speak
is nothing
but meaningless words
that come from a mouth
without a voice




a raging storm

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

the sky is overcast
the lightning warns and
the thunderstorm threatens
to capsize any boats in its way

a raging storm arrives

the waves crash
the wind swallows
anything
in any capacity

no matter the size
no matter the importance of the journey

the boats
on the verge of death
some chose to give up
the unfortunate ones were taken whole
or pieces

the survivors
feared the sea
became cynical
cursed the one above

they survived the storm
but they didn't survive as a whole
some parts of them sinked
never to rise again

those who made a choice
to venture forth once again
or even more
and harvest
for those who never did venture
or never dared to anymore
are the real survivors




another turn

Saturday, May 14, 2005

lost
in this new direction
i looked back
at where i started from
seeking comfort in familiarity

i back tracked
weathered by the storm ahead
i wearily retreated

the only easy day was yesterday

the faces i've seen
the places i've been
words that i've heard
comforting me with their warm embrace

yet

the past was what repelled me to move forward
to a new road ahead

i'm not contented
yet i fear what lies ahead

another turn
another new road

but i would rather walk this path
then not at all
and wonder in amazement
what lies beyond that turn




pain


another of those moments
harrassing you
and it just wouldn't stop

flashes of the past
arrest the heart
tightening it
till it can't breath

just like those times
you wish
you could turn the hands of the clock around
you should have been wiser
you would have done so much more

it was once yours
now it slipped away from you
you can only look at it
from afar
but never to touch or hold it

all that were left
are nothing but memories
and pain




I am...

Thursday, May 12, 2005

I'm slim and i'm happy
I'm shortsighted but i'm looking far ahead
I'm down but i'm high
i'm in pieces and i'm picking it up
I'm broken but i'll still be in love

At the end of the day
I'm just gonna move on
and it's all gonna be fine
cos i'm singing my favourite tune
and it's sounding fine

I'm over zealous but I'm sane
I'm lost but I'm hopeful
I'm tired but I'm working
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm wrong and I'm sorry

And at the end of the day
life is gonna be pretty alright
Just that I haven't got it all figured out yet
like all other confused bunch around me

What really matters is
i choose my way
and I live it up my way




i choose to stay

Monday, May 02, 2005

i would have broken down
i would have gone berserk
i would have quit
i would have run away

i choose to stay
to complete this journey set out for you and me
and see you fly away, while wishing you happiness
and fulfil a promise
for sentimental reasons
then see what life still have in store for me




If only just love is enough


when all has ended
and it doesn't make sense anymore
to look back
at what had gone wrong
and try to remedy it
or patch it all back

a mirror
once broken
cannot be mended

what is left
are pieces of reflections
shining on my face
glaring at me
is a broken face
from a broken heart

the formula was just right
ceteris paribus
but only one went wrong
time

you have no time
i need time

if only just love would be enough
other things being constant
it would have equate
to a happy ending




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